I thought that you had to go to church to find Jesus…

I remember going to church and seeing people catch the Holy Ghost but it never happened for me…

September 25th, 2023…

I remember this day so vividly because it was life changing for me.

I was recovering from an illness and I barely had any strength.

I hadn’t eaten much in the last week or so and I was extremely dehydrated.

All I had the strength to do was pray to God to be healed.

If you watched my deliverance video on my YouTube then you’ve heard this story before but I’ll give a brief overview of it anyways..

Back to my deliverance story…

SO, where was I !?!?

Oh yeah …

As I was laying on the couch, desperate for my strength and appetite back, I began to cry out to the Lord.

I decided to confess all my sins to the Lord.

I wanted to empty out all my worries…

…ask for forgiveness for any sin known and unknown…

…take time to pray for people that I felt had wronged me.

And I told God all my deepest darkest secrets…

…I told him about my insecurities.

I even told him about the sinful things I was still partaking in and I didn’t know how to let go of.

Of course, God is omnipotent, omnipresent, and omniscient so I was confessing to Him things He already knew about me but…

Proverbs 28:13 says, “Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper, but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy.

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us for our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. - 1 John 1:9

So, I asked God to expose any unhealed parts of me.

I asked Him to make me a clean heart.

I asked Him to give me the desires of His heart.

I asked Him to remove anything unclean from me.

And before I knew it I begin feeling a stirring up of my spirit.

And I also felt a physical reaction to my confessions and prayer.

It's hard for me to explain spiritual things and put them into words but I’ll give it a try…

It felt like a rumbling and twirling motion in the bottom pits of my stomach.

Although, I had never seen deliverance in person, I knew exactly what I was experiencing.

So I began praying and asking Yeshua to deliver me.

After about 4 hours of warring in the spirit, I was physically exhausted but my spirit felt light.

I felt as if a burden had been lifted.

I immediately began worshipping.

And I felt the presence of the Lord and all I could feel was immense love.

He impressed His love upon me.

It was so much love; it was almost as if my human body could not contain the amount of love that He gave me.

Tears just began rolling down my cheeks.

I began to worship more and more.

After being saved on my couch,I KNEW YESHUA WAS REAL.

I knew it before but if I ever had any doubts they were gone after my deliverance.

It was a great experience to be in the presence of the Lord, witness His power, and to feel how much He loves us.

My deliverance story is pivotal part of my journey because I know what I was delivered from and I never want to be that person again.

I didn’t mention it but throughout my adulthood, I struggled with social alcoholism, premarital intercourse, new age, and anxiety.

I was delivered from IT ALL.

The sins I used to struggle with was no longer a struggle.

God removed the taste from my mouth and gave me new desires.

Our Savior, Yeshua Hamashiach (commonly referred to as Jesus Christ) gave me my voice, identity, and strength while granting me deliverance and forgiveness.

After He cleaned me out.

He gifted me with the Holy Spirit...

And I make sure I steward this gift and blessing with care and diligence.